LIFE
Well, well. What a year it's been for me. When I started this year I was suffocating from being bullied in college, my anxiety playing up and general 'What am I doing with my life?' breakdowns. The latter two are still part of my life today. But do you know what, I'm feeling pretty damn good. And I think that this blog is a big part of that.
Before I started What Lauren Did Today, I was a beauty blogger and I hated my blog. I didn't have a clue what I was doing, so I just uploaded content that I thought everyone wanted to see. I am not a beauty lover at all, but the only blogs I knew about at that point in time were beauty blogs, so I joined in. It wasn't until the end of May 2014 that I finally called it quits with beauty blogging, and decided to just blog for myself. And now, a few months later, there are nearly 200 of you reading. HOW INSANE IS THAT THOUGH SERIOUSLY?
My confidence has taken a battering this year, and I'm still not able to leave the house some days because of my anxiety. I've been through CBT and am now having Art Therapy, and I know that I'm doing everything possible to try and make myself better and stronger. I don't feel quite so weak anymore. I also lost my best friend in the world, then re-connected with her months later following my sister's admission into hospital. We're not as close as we used to be, but I missed her so much. I also lost my cat, Poppy, who was sadly ran over during the summer. I miss her so much still, but I have my little Luna to keep me company. I went on holiday with my boyfriend and had panic attacks all night, but I got to see the most beautiful beach sunsets and it was just amazing to spend time with him. (Also, I went in go-karts and on a water slide for the first time in forever... omg awkward Frozen reference.)
FAVOURITES
LLYMLRS. 5 Second Of Summer. Daisybutter. The Hobbit. My new snazzy photo wall. Water Painted Dreams. Becoming a vegetarian. Luna. Discovering my love for writing again. Little Book Owl. Christmas Day. Christmas Eve. Boxing Day. Cooking. Avatar: The Last Airbender. Baking my mum banana bread. Figment. Pinterest. Wearing black and grey all the time. Lush. Appreciating the world and all it's simplicities. Danisnotonfire. Becoming more self aware. Collection Gel Eyeliner. Collection Lip Butters. Rose quartz. Vivatramp. Shakeaway's Dave milkshake. Lush The Comforter Bubble Bar. McDonald's breakfast hash browns. Fangirl by Rainbow Rowell. Yankee Candle's Snowflake Cookie. A Game Of Thrones. BBC Sherlock.
BLOG RECAP
And finally, I thought I'd give a little re-cap over my favourite/most popular blog posts of the past few months.
4. 4 Tips For Overcoming Anxiety // 5. 12 Reasons I'm Not Cool // 6. Top 5 Non Romantic Relationships
7. Updates | Luna // 8. Lush Seanik Shampoo Bar Review // 9. Nandos, Park Street | The Beanie Burger
What a year! This has been possibly the best/worst year I've ever had, and it's almost bittersweet to let it go and to move into 2015. I have a lot of challenges coming my way throughout the coming year, but I'm kind of looking forward to them. I hope you all have had the most wonderful year, and I wish you all of the love, success and happiness in 2015.
Very lovely post! Have a good new year, Lauren. Hope to see more from you! <3
ReplyDeleteXoxoxoxo http://thoughtsintiffanyblue.blogspot.com/
Thank you so much! I hope you have a good New Year, wishing you all the best xxx
DeleteLoved reading this post - Happy New Year :) I hope it's a good'un! X
ReplyDeleteLove, Lucy
www.farawaylucy.com
Aw, thank you! Happy New Year to you too, I hope 2015 is amazing for you xx
DeleteGreat post! I hope you have a very happy New Year!! :)
ReplyDeleteRenee
www.losetheroad.blogspot.ca
Thank you! Happy New Year! xx
DeleteA massive well done you for quitting beauty blogging and blogging about what YOU really want to :) I nearly considered beauty blogging at one point as I thought it was the only thing that people seemed to want to read about- but I found that staying true to yourself is ultimately more rewarding and satisfying :) And yes yes yes I love Danisnotonfire! I am always referring to my existential crisis' thanks to him :') I really enjoyed reading this post and I hope you have a Happy New Year :)
ReplyDeleteSarah xxx
www.imaginedreamwrite.com
Aw thank you so much! & I know exactly what you mean - I'm constantly talking about my 'existential crisis' to my family/friends and they have no idea what I'm talking about haha! Hope you have a wonderful New Year & 2015! x
DeleteI used to think there were only beauty blogs too... and mommy blogs lol but the great thing about blogging is you can make it your own and talk about whatever the heck you want :D hope you have a nice 2015!
ReplyDeleteJessica
the.pyreflies.org
Totally! I love being a lifestyle blog now, as there's not really anything that I CAN'T talk about, you know? Have a lovely New Year & 2015! x
DeleteLovely Post Lauren!
ReplyDeleteHope you have an amaing new year and it brings you everything you hope for!
Kate - Talking Transplants
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Thank you! Wishing you the same lovely x
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